I'm dreadfully afraid of a lot of things in real life... things which are stupid in the cold light of day, so much so that I won't even admit to some of them publicly. But when it comes to the media, well, I am not really scared by anything that is presented in fiction. I am not talking about the cheap shock scares mind you, but those visceral horror experiences a lot of people talk about when they discuss the genre.
My sister thinks it is sort of sad that I can watch a horror movie or play a survival horror game and not get frightened. In the games, I sometimes have tension because I don't want my character to die because I don't want to have to redo whatever I am working on, but other than that, nothing really fazes me.
But I've always been like this. I remember watching
Poltergeist as a child and my sister got freaked out by it, but I didn't. And I watched a lot of other horror movies when I was a child and they didn't freak me out. I understand why something should scare me, but it doesn't.
I mean, if I've learned anything from the movies, you can destroy almost anything scary if you have enough firepower, are willing to fight dirty (clowns have testicles for a reason), and play things smart.
I think the only theme that consistently puts me on edge in a movie is isolation. For instance, The Thing wouldn't really work for me if it didn't take place in Antarctica. If it took place in a city, it would just lose all its horror to me. But I am afraid of isolation in general, so
The Thing or whatever is out there is the gravy on such a scenario.
Honestly, when it comes to the depiction of violent and gruesome death and terror on screen, I am almost completely able to divorce myself from those events. Some would call that being desensitized, but that is certainly not the case. If anything even remotely resembling the events of a horror movie or thriller was happening around me in real life, then yes, I would indeed be afraid. But outside of that... good luck freaking me out.
Put it this way, I am more afraid of being stuck on a plane on the runway for hours and not being able to go to the washroom than I am of being killed or injured in a plane crash.... because one of those things is much more likely to happen to me. By the same token, I am more afraid of getting into a confrontation on the street with someone than I am of someone systematically killing everyone in my neighborhood or an alien laying eggs down my throat and then having the offspring of that unfortunate incident emerge from gut during a pleasant post-hospitalization dinner.
I am not going to be eaten by raptors, zombies or be attacked by gremlins. I could be attacked by a rabid dog, so that one is well played.
Additionally, I am probably more likely to get struck by lightning after winning a decent prize in the lottery than I am of getting killed or injured in a terrorist attack, and I know that. And in the movies and television, they have so many badasses fighting it, again, it doesn't play on my anxieties.
It is all a matter of perspective. I guess with all the fear I have in my regular life, I don't really have any left for fiction.
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survival horror, zombies, fear, plane crash, rabid dogs, terrorism, gremlins, dinosaurs, raptors, jurassic park, cujo, poltergeist, clowns, ghosts, thriller, nuclear war, omega man, hauntings, isolation
